Then writing just happened to me a few years ago …. more out of necessity than my passion… I had no choice …. Sometimes fate is amazing .. You don’t choose .. He chooses you and throws bits and pieces of evidence along your walk… a walk of faith …I call it the ‘Fire Walk’… Yes! You learn to walk on water … looking up ahead into His eyes … Trusting only Him…. Risking Everything …. no back up plan … He leaves you no choice ….

“complete absolute dependence on Me and My Spirit He says! TRUST…”

Now the path springs up, behold each step a little clue … But … You have to use your faith… One look away from His piercing eyes and you could miss valuable clues… each day He blesses you with His little nuggets of gold just like His mercies … Fresh and Brand new each morning …

“Follow Me”

He says…

“Trust Me…. not yourself … Trust Me within you… Yes I’m with you, I’m in you but trust only Me in you… I know it all… I know you ….I can reveal to you mysteries unimaginable but can I trust you?”

…He asks me today!

“I’ll give you My secrets, My truths, I’ll even give you My power …above all else I’ll give you My Name and I’ll put My Royal seal on you … But what will you do with it?….What will you do with everything I bring you into?….. Will you feel my heartbeat? Will you cry for what makes me cry? Will you come where I want you to come or will the allure of your ‘self’ drive you away from Me with all the treasures I’ve invested in you? Will I make a bad investment? After all, I am the ‘All knowing’…. I’m wisdom, I’m the Eternal Truth …….”

“No”

…He says…

“I’ll make you a vessel into which I can pour my riches and when I am assured that My oil of abundance will make you glow and you will light up the city around you, only then will I bring you into My time for you … No I will not let my oil destroy you … I love you beyond your understanding of Love! Bear with me a little longer … Even though I tarry awhile I will come like a gushing wind and light up your Life! I will give you the fire to burn the midnight oil …..I will fire up your passions and ignite your mind with the heat of revelation. Walk in it I pray.”

He says to me …..

“walk in what you know and know to really know … the next clue is revealed in your walk of obedience, of trust ….”

“No, not me anymore”

He wants me to say …

“But You.. cause I trust You … cause I know You love me ..”
Love and Trust …..that’s what You are to me….My ‘Prerna’….My ‘ Prerna For Life’…..to be alive!….”