It’s surreal, my home so magnificent and marvelous, my home far away ….hidden up in His heavenly abode, my home .. my resting place ..

The night has been indeed very, very long…Maybe just a bit too long …
Felt burdened beneath the heavy weight when I couldn’t figure out

“Why me for this long scary wait…?”

Now it’s Bliss.. Each muscle relaxed .. I’ve naturally slowed down..
Can see Him better from here.. Can hear Him loud and clear…
The impulses have died down and what’s remained is just Him and me .. Us… It’s Bliss….

The rains are heavy up here ….. I’m drenched… indeed I’m watered deep into my roots…..

—Refreshed and revived in my new abode where I can see and hear my angels sing…
A love song …. Calm .. It’s sweet … The bee has forgotten how to sting .. Here the dogs seldom bark.. It’s so quiet here… First I was confused because my own heart beat louder than my spoken words…I could hear my thoughts aloud I thought … It’s because it’s all so new .. So different from the life I’ve led…
Felt left behind but now I’m way ahead…
I’ve got heaven on my side .. Backing me up till my last step in the night…
I thought I got dealt a hard blow but it turned out to be better than my every imagined glorious hope ..

I’m truly loved beyond this realm … Carried over the fence where few have reached as they persevered .. Trusted and stood in reverential fear…

I’ve passed my tests… I’ve learned to yield and submit my own heart’s flesh in honor of my lovers’ respect ..It’s my most cherished victory to stand up here in the midst of all this lavish divine revelry and yet remain untouched by every passing rivalry cause I’ve been bent and moulded well in that liquid fire from heaven
…refined beyond recognition .. Every impurity of my soul purged out till my very blood screams loud of His enduring, loving, victory shouts … Where trumpets sound and the harp and lyre play all day … I’m in Bliss …

Carrying no smell of smoke even though I’ve been cooked in that divine stove .. Moulded .. Now yielded to His design … In the very hand of my potter divine …
I’ve found my Bliss after this fire … Yet I’m fresh like the first rain drop on the lilies growing on those mountain tops …I’m blessed indeed beyond my understanding …
Full of strength, compassion and assurance of my place in His heart … It’s my resting place .. My eternal Bliss…

How I wish I knew this then …. When I wept and tore away due to every stupid offense … Had I known my secret place I would have spared my heart every torture that I was deceived to embrace …
But wisdom is upon me now … Cause He has revealed His secret to me when I laid down my fear of man and decided to only follow ‘This Man’ in awe, in fear of His command … I’m so sure I’ll never ever be harmed …. But will flow into this Bliss which I now see in every instance and in every place …

“O glorious destiny … How kind you’ve been? .. Through all this you’ve brought me to my golden crown …I’m holding His hand and walking around … It’s just Bliss…”

So grateful, so thankful, I fall down on my knees in the midst of this passing crowd …
I’m in another realm, together with my angelic friends and with my Lover by my side … I have my Bliss besides me now ..
I want my life to shine brighter still … Let my passion for Him burn bright for you too, to find your ‘Prerna’ in your darkest hour …
My ‘Prerna‘ my ‘Life’ has brought me into His appointed time .. Like a princess dressed in gold I’m now entering the palace of my King … Every promise fulfilled in Him indeed .. Yes indeed … I’m in Bliss ..!